ok, so now i'm starting to like my old blog again. guess what ney said was right, really need to resort. so he suggested that i write, then i said "i cant write. my mom always said that i'm a bad writer." and since that, i started to believe partially what she said. that i dont have the talent, so i need to work harder than those who can. that i need to read more books, literature ones of course. and if everything else fails, i can always be a translator or mainly other jobs like it. sometimes living with these things can be very frustrating. espcially when every single day the main thing that you absorb was about how 'stil-below-average-really-need-to-catch-up" lines and tones about myself.

then my first rambling thought this month came up when i was listening to a track from jack johnson on my mp3. fonts. people use it daily, and they literaly take it for granted. lots of people stick to Times New Roman, and some chooses Arial for their daily use. i dont mind people using it, just wondering what's wrong with other fonts, like lucida, new courier, garamond, verdana, bookman, pheww so many regular fonts on our comp, so you name it!! designers usually goes with helvetica, and futura. even though, beyond my limited knowledge, other fonts are still being used by different people with different personality and preferences for different purposes. maybe, we can all say that fonts can also be our identity, describing our personality. and therefour, very psychologically. phew.. now we're talking heavy here!! pfffttt

mind my ramblings, this is suppose to be just a flashback writing, identifying on what stage i am now. i feel overly confused, but still can talk about fonts and people. absolutely none sense! just a piece of rubbish. but then again, i feel grateful for myself. letting my fingers do some typing, and letting my head pouring some fresh thinking into written form. silly but yet lively. hahahaha.